it's been ways too long for me to find it this hard
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sitting alone my fingers picking the soul for apart
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in a time to distract from the fact that i miss you
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i wonder if your friends have had to carry what
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and stay for the night
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because they don't wanna leave you alone
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where before those fun is becoming an issue
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i know it's cruel
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but i kind of hope you're torture too
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tell me does your heart stop at the party
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when my name drops like you stood at the platform
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when the trains cross
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are you hurting yeah you must be
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or is it just me
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tongue tied screaming on the inside
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when i say that we broke up and they ask why
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are you crying in the shower like a freak
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or is it just me
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i heard a room and you've been spending some time
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with that blonde girl you were with
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and i know she's exactly your type
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am i miserable minds running wild with the picture
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or are you there by yourself
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darling re dialing my number and i'm calling you
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your mother's spilling tears on my jumper again
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the way i am
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i know it's cruel
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but i kind of hope you're torture too
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tell me does your heart stop at the party
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when my name drops like you stood at the platform
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when the chains cross
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are you hurting yeah you must be
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or is it just me
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tongue tied screaming on the inside
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when i say that we broke up and they ask why
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are you crying in the shower like a freak
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or is it just me
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cause this would be one whole lot easier
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god i know that's selfish but
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it's true if underneath some calm exterior
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you're all fucked up too
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tell me does your heart stop at the party
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when my name drops like you stood at the platform
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when the trains cross
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are you hurting yeah you must be
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or is it just me
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sunset screaming on the inside
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and i say that we broke up and they ask why
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are you crying in the shower like a freak
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with only cigarettes full company
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are you crying in the shower like a freak
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or is it just me
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